my diary

this is not a hatred poem so dont take this wrong
im actually thanking you for helping me be strong
dont let many people in cause i cant tell whos real
the ones i do always betray me proving the way i feel
wont go explaining my life you already know alot
you did some grimmy things and still stayed in your spot
ill admit i was weak i quickly fell in love
and because of that you were always put above
i remember the day when i opened up to you
i told you some shit i never thought i could do
it started with hello and ended with some tears
things that id been going through over the years
you stayed up with me all night or as long as you could
you tried so so hard to make it so i was undertood
i remember you saying i wish i was here with you
do what you feel is best either way ill support you
from that moment on you were like my healing potion
someone i could talk to in any type of emotion
soon that all ended and you were barely my friend
i was still secretly loving you though i cant pretend
soon you got out of hand and you didnt care about shit
so i tried to say fuck you , you no longer mean shit then we split
ripped my pictures off the wall of me and you
so hurt and confused couldnt think of anything else to do
i stopped and waited in hopes my heart would renew'
and as soon as it did i went running back to you
and for the second time you proved my feeling right
only this time my view was different i never lost my sight
i seen you were a liar , all the times you did me wrong
and i thank you for it and love you , for your lies have made me strong .