confession letter

DEAR,

everyday as a person I create memories. some memories I love to remember and others I wish I would forget. creating memories with you is easy. However, making you a memory is extremely difficult. I know ill have to do it one day, I just can't imagine when Ill be able too. im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry im sorry .. I know I didn't do anything wrong but isn't that what people say when they want forgiveness. wanting to talk to you, chill with you, be apart of your life, and when one forgives everything goes back to the way it was. so sorry ! do you forgive me ? there's just so many things that was left unsaid. is still not said. im scared and im just sorry. ugh there I go with that word again. can it be that simple? can one word do it . I know the answer is no but it was you that told me never give up on hope. I love you . Im in love with you and been for quite some time. I can't stop thinking about you, I think its the craziest thing. your the only one I've felt this way about. please don't make me run from this feeling. I have trust issues, I trust you with my life. does that mean something? its not about us being in relationship, its about us having a relationship. does that make sense? you being apart of my life is all I want. all I've ever wanted. I can say much more but I won't take up anymore of your time . sorry

sincerely,