I am a daughter, a sister , a grand-daughter, a nice, a cousin, a aunt, and a friend. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving and caring, thoughtful and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, careful and carless. I am broken and whole, misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am hard working and determined but a little scared on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells and walk on fire, I believe in passion but not true love. I love you and push you away. I want you but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once, and all i want is for you to love me !
wrote a while ago but feel the same if not stronger ....
life is crazy things happen and you just don't know why, sometimes you wanna die or better yet you just sit there and cry. trusting people is just so hard, I've been hurt so many times inside is scarred. trying to seem happy walking around with a smile on my face, when many times happy is not the case. when you look at me what do you see, im trying to find out who I am in life or at least who I wanna be. I guess you can say life is full of choices but how can you chose when there's so many voices?
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